July 18, 2010

• Life

  I’m a little stressed lately.  I feel pressure to do some things that I don’t know that I can do.  Not because I think I can’t do it, but because it is out of my control in the first place.  It is hard to know that someone expects something from you and not be able to deliver on those expectations.  I feel like it is a let down or a disappointment.  THAT is not happy.  Typically, if I say I will do something, you can take that to the bank.  It will happen.  I have never said I can do this thing that is expected of me, but that doesn’t change the expectation.  Instead it sort of fuels a fear that I CAN’T do it and ……….

  That sounds confusing.  Sorry.   I am working like a crazy lady (which is not a huge stretch I realize) to keep up with the house and family and everything else.  I love that there is so much going on that is good and healthy and fun.  That all keeps me pretty busy.    My kids are having fun in the play they are in.  Show is in a few weeks.  It should be fun!  I got most of my laundry done yesterday.  Life is good…. in spite of the stress that some times comes along too.
  

  Have a happy day!

  • 3:22 pm
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